BESTSELLING AUTHOR M. ROBINSON
COVER MODEL MITCH MCKERSIE
COVER DESIGN THE FINAL WRAP
RELEASE MAY 10TH
They say in order to find yourself you have to go home.
What if home was what you're running from?
Where did that leave you?
Always on the other side of the fence.
Always looking in.
Always wishing you were someone you couldn't be.
Until one day you meet her.
She was my high, but she was also...
Colors blended together making it hard to focus on one thing. I blinked a few times and just like thatâ¦
I saw her face.
As if she was standing right in front of me.
My whole worldâ¦
I felt my lips curl up slightly at the vision as I reached out for her. Wanting to touch her, needing to hold her, yearning to kiss her. Craving, God, craving to fucking love her.
âIâm sorry,â I murmured out loud to no one but the illusion of my drug-infested mind. âIâm so fucking sorry,â I repeated repentantly, longing for her to believe me.
Aching for her to love me again like she used to.
I donât know how long I sat there, staring at her beautiful face before my eyes, subconsciously rubbing the tattooed key that was placed over my heart. I couldnât take it anymore, and the desire won over the haze.
It was too powerful.
It was too vivid.
I grabbed my phone. âBaby,â I said into the speaker. The ringing quickly followed, going straight to voicemail. I hung up and tried again. âBaby,â I urged with desperation in my tone.
I tried again and again and again.
I would try until the end of time if thatâs what it took for her to answer.
To talk to me.
To save me.
To crave me.
Time just seemed to standstill, as my life slowly played out in front of me. Trying to balance in between the light and the darkness when all I could see was gray.
âWhat?!â she screamed into the phone, finally answering after I donât know how many failed attempts. âWhat the hell do you want now?â
âMi cielo.â I breathed a sigh of relief.
She ignored my term of endearment. I hadnât called her that in such a long time.
âWhat do you want, Austin? Why are you calling me? Weâre over! I canât do this anymore!â
I shut my eyes and let my mind wonder, allowing it to go to another place in time where she didnât hate me.
âI remember the first time I made you smile,â I chuckled, as if it had just happened.
My nerves were on fire. The mere sound of her breathing through the phone was too intense for me. I licked my lips, my mouth suddenly dry.
âI remember when you used to smile just for me. Do you remember, baby? Do you remember what my love feels like?â
I heard her faintly breathing.
âDo you remember my hands on you? My lips? My tongue? The first time I made you come with my mouth? Do you remember all the times since? Tell me Iâm not forgotten. Tell me you remember, baby.â
âI love you, Briggs. I love you so fucking much. Youâre killing me, donât you see that? Iâm dying without you.â
âNo, Austin. You were dying with me,â she rasped, knowing that it killed her to say that.
âThe first time I saw your face, I thought to myself, damn, this beautiful girl is goinâ to be the death of me. You were perfect in every way. I was a cocky son of a bitch who needed you then, as much as I need you now.â
âI had a dream about you, baby. I always fucking dream about you. In my dream you had a ring on your finger. A ring I put there. You belonged to me. Only mine. Forever fucking mine. You were pregnant, Briggs. You looked so goddamn happy. I saw light at the end of the tunnel for the first time in years.â
She sniffled into the phone.
âI made love to you. Slow, just the way you love. Taking my time to touch every last inch of your body. Memorizing every last bit of you. Making you come until you begged me to stop. I didnât.â
âI canâtââ she tried to interject, but I didnât let up.
âI kissed your stomach. Our baby. Letting my lips linger there, whispering sweet lullabies, letting her know daddy will always be there. Baby, it was so real. For a second I gave you the one thing you so desperately wanted, the one thing I canât give you.â
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Bestselling author of The VIP Trilogy, Tempting Bad, Two Sides Gianna, and The Good Ol' Boys series. M. Robinson loves to read. She favors anything that has angst, romance, triangles, cheating, love, and of course sex! She has been reading since the Babysitters Club and R.L. Stein. She was born in New Jersey but was raised in Tampa Fl. She is married to an amazing man who she loves to pieces. They have two German Shepherd mixes and a Tabby cat.